cobrawannabe
Addicted CEG'er
Well, after 2.5 years (Friday), Marissa and I finally decided on the inevitable last night. I called her, and we mutually decided to break things up for now. We're both going into college, and want to date around a bit. We tried an open relationship for about a month, but it just didn't feel right.
I'm so confused right now. 50% of me is excited to get back in the game, as I feel like I have a lot to offer right now. I'm about to leave for Washington D.C. to represent my college in front of the National Science Foundation so we can keep a grant; I've got a great job; great family; and lots going on. I can't wait to go out and try my hand at the dating game, as I've always been wayy confident with girls. The other half of me is extremely sad. Marissa was (and still is) my number one gal and best friend for over 2 and a half years. At this point, I really don't know life without her as my girlfriend, and I'm not sure how much I want to be without her. We wil still talk every day, we just won't be in a relationship.
Also, this whole situation has made me very glad that we never did go through with "it". I'd feel terrible calling it off after such a commitment on her part, and mine. Her feelings have always taken precident over mine, which adds to my pride in the ability to refrain from pressuring her.
So, babe, if you ever read this... I am sooo proud to know you. Whomever winds up with you in the long run; be it me or anyone else; will be lucky beyond words. You are a special woman, and I cherish every moment I have known you. Thank you.
To everyone else, this is an open topic for discussion. Opinion, advise, and otherwise are, as always, welcome and appreciated. This is a difficult and confusing time for me, and I hope to get some answers from you.
I'm so confused right now. 50% of me is excited to get back in the game, as I feel like I have a lot to offer right now. I'm about to leave for Washington D.C. to represent my college in front of the National Science Foundation so we can keep a grant; I've got a great job; great family; and lots going on. I can't wait to go out and try my hand at the dating game, as I've always been wayy confident with girls. The other half of me is extremely sad. Marissa was (and still is) my number one gal and best friend for over 2 and a half years. At this point, I really don't know life without her as my girlfriend, and I'm not sure how much I want to be without her. We wil still talk every day, we just won't be in a relationship.
Also, this whole situation has made me very glad that we never did go through with "it". I'd feel terrible calling it off after such a commitment on her part, and mine. Her feelings have always taken precident over mine, which adds to my pride in the ability to refrain from pressuring her.
So, babe, if you ever read this... I am sooo proud to know you. Whomever winds up with you in the long run; be it me or anyone else; will be lucky beyond words. You are a special woman, and I cherish every moment I have known you. Thank you.
To everyone else, this is an open topic for discussion. Opinion, advise, and otherwise are, as always, welcome and appreciated. This is a difficult and confusing time for me, and I hope to get some answers from you.