That's some intense [censored] man! I did the old check your girlfriends email bit once. Found out she had been hanging out with some deusche bag named Igor from Vermont while she was on vacation. I ended up finding pictures of them together and went nuts. That was with my ex-gf. Because she is my ex-gf and it's been a while, I probably look at things different than you now, but let her make her own midn up. I know it could potentially suck if she decides she doesn't want to be with you, and even more confusing if she doesn't want to be with guys, but the fact of the matter is that you aren't gay, and you're going to find another girl probably sooner than later. I've had 3 serious relationships now, 2 since the girl from above. I just ended the one myself about 4 months ago, so I've been on both sides of the fence now. It sucks going through it, for both parties involved, but it's just a part of life. I found someone new. I know you know all this...sometimes it just might help to hear it anyhow. Good luck. ...and take pictures?
