thank you bofh. today is the day i try to talk to her and see where we are. i know that the only way through this is through God. my mom made me realize, and you just solidified it. thank you. i woke up this morning in a severe state of depression, however, i just asked the lord to help me through the day, and i know he will. i am extremely weak right, emotionally and physically. i have no energy. none to move, none to think. it's taking a toll on my body, but hopefully today things will change. i love her so much, and it is literally killing me to see her go through this. i just hope that i can find the knowledge that God wants the both of us to have. I have to in some way remove the demon that is inside of her that is holding her down. i know that's what it is. It's a demon. I have to someway get that demon out of her. Let her realize that it is in there. thank you for all of your prayers in this trying time in my life. I hope that I can just talk to her today and let her know what she's done to herself, and to me. i have no appetite, no energy to do anything. But I am just going to continue putting it in God's hands. I know he will make everything better in his own time. Thank you. Please just continue praying for the demons inside of her to leave her mind, body, and soul, as I will. Thank you.
