yeah, i told her therapist that she lit it up in front of me, and he just told me, "She wanted you leave". So I mean, even by that point, she was already high on the stuff, so she obviously wasn't her. And it hurts b/c she's told me before, "When someone gets on it, its not them. They'll do stuff on it that they would never do sober" And it's just crazy, b/c the night before she looked me in my eyes, and said, "Jonathan, I would never do anything intentionally to hurt you" I believe her. Now I'm viewing it as everything negative that happens, or that she does, it isn't her. It's the drug. Man... This is getting worse, and worse, I just wish tomorrow was here, so I could see where I'm at with this. ...............................
