Derk.. Thank you.. Everyone else, thank you. No, obviously I care about the girl and it's not just for the sex. When you are with a person everyday at 12:30 to 1:30, and then everynight from 6:30 to 12:30,for over 2 months you tend to begin to care an awful lot about them. I just talked to my mother, and she is extremely religious, she prayed for her and me. Now some of you may not be religious, but as my mom prayed, in the beginning I just wanted to begin to cry b/c it hurts so bad what I am going through,(as my mom said, I get extremely depressed very quickly) but as she prayed, she prayed that I would just lose the depressed state, and it's amazing, I didn't have the feeling to cry anymore, I just began to feel peace inside. I just ask for any of you that are religious, just please pray for myself, and "B". And please just pray that the awful people in her life will somehow disappear, like the man across the street, where she is right now. He is the one giving it to her. It's sad, he used to be extremely rich, now he is on that and he is slowly losing everything. I'm sorry if I'm turning this into a religious post and if it offends anyone. It's like my mom said, I've been put here to help people through their problems b/c that's what i seem to keep calling her about is me helping other people. I've just got to be strong for myself, as well as her. Thank y'all....
