I'm interested to see. If it's true I have nothing but symmpathy for the boy, if it's not... I'll put it this way. I love my fiance (will be wife in July) more than anything in this world. Losing her would be the death of me in no uncertain terms. No contour, no internet, and definately no forums. I may still live after, but would only be a shell of my former self and could never bring it to these forums. These sites are both overall happy places and making people feel bad for me is just not something I want. I don't like being told "I'm here for you" it makes me feel worse when I'm down.