Thank you all for your prayers. There was a reason that I hadn't started on his room yet. Or that we hadn't even bought the crib yet. The only thing that we knew for sure, was that his name was Nicholas. A Saints name and too coincidental for this time of year. We will find the strength to deal with this and move on. It is hard for us to know we must move on when this part hasn't passed. Waiting around for tomorrow's funeral is hard. Christmas is next week, so that is a hurdle that we know is coming.
