Thanks for all of the suggestions. She looked at apartments today, but told me that it would be at least a week before anything happened. So in essence she said she is still watching up 'til she does or does not move.
I just pray for the kids sake that we can work out something so they are not uprooted.
This is the most definate information I've been given as she knows this bugs me greatly.
I simply asked her to continue to observe my improvement, and I know pray that I can be at peace, so I don't stress out myself, or her.
There is hope, just pray that I don't screw it up again, and that she can be understanding and patient with me.
For those of you who think I'm a wimp, there are things I want her to correct, but she has to come to that conclusion herself. Just like I finally came to my senses and realized (probably only some of) what I was doing wrong and I finally decided change was in order. She too must decide if she is willing to accept this and also work at the relationship.
She knows there are things that set me off, I need to be less sensitive, and she needs to help by not stomping on those landmines.
But I am ultimately responsible for my future with her. I have faith that she will give me a fair chance, because I wouldn't have married her if she wasn't fair.
I must now re-enter with confidence and compassion regarding her and our future together.
Gentlemen, she is worth fighting the good fight to keep her by my side.
So gentlemen, (and any ladies tuned in here) pray that I do what I said, and I'm much more sensitive to what she needs.
TB
Last edited by BOFH; 09/21/03 02:45 AM.
