Trust me I fully understand how you feel, tomorrow is my 1 year anniversary of my divorce

All i can say is trust God, he knows the result - and he knew what would happen before it even started. Although my life took a turn I had not expected, A LOT was revealed to me during the whole process...
Rely on your family and friends, and pray for God's will in your life - many a famous person or leader went through tumultuous times in their lives not unsimilar to your own... stop and read the book of Job tonight, it always helps me when I felt like life was crashing down...
you definitely have another person praying for you now...