Sorry to hear about what u had to go thru, buddy. Well, most words are useless in a situation like this, and I know that sometimes it's next to impossible to control yourself and NOT to hit the [censored], especially if she was cheating and lying behind your back; however, for the future (wish you not to have a future like this though) u always have to bear in your mind a pic of the grave sh*t that is gonna result it... Wish you to crawl out of this as soon as you can...