Well she told me she was leaving me a month ago and since then i have explained to her how i feel and asked her if we could at least try to see if we could work it out, lets face it five years isn't just a fling and i am not willing to throw it away. Well she isn't even willing to try to work things out, which would be pretty hard as she says that she doesn't even know what she wants. She says she left me because she feels that she needs to get back in touch with herself. Besides if it does work out between us i am not going to propose any time soon as i now feel that she would have to show me all over again that she wants to be with me. So how about that belize.
