I have to agree with everyone else.. it is one thing to seek impartial 3rd party perspective on stuff.. but it is another to try to get sympathy from people that you don't even know... if you have "soo many problems" talk to parents... friends of parents... friends of yours.. relatives.. ANYONE that is associated with your life.. we don't really wan't to hear about it here...
I wish you luck man... figure your [censored] out, serious.. that is what life is all about... manning up and dealing with your problems.. not crying about it.
regards
Kev
