its so hard to move on...its like this is the only person i have ever been able to tell everything..she was so much more to me than just a girlfriend or a friend..i need to go out and find a new one but my friends suck and they all are anti-social potheads or they have girlfriends...and to help my chances i stopped smoking weed and cigarettes but it hasnt worked yet....and the whole friends girlfriends hooking me up...not going to happen..they think im a pothead hah....i guess only time will tell thanks for the help...im still going to show up at her door tomorrow with flowers but its hard to be optimistic about it..i call i e-mail and i text message (lame i know..) but she doesnt reply..i just keep thinking she wants me to keep trying but at the same time i think she wants me to stop (im not doing it alot just today) why are women so hard to understand? and why cant they just be blunt about things? its like everything is a little mind game theyre trying to play...i hate playing games
edit: and when i ask her if she wants me to stop trying and just vanish she doesnt say anything...think thats a sign or is she just ignoring me?? haha pathetic i know
Last edited by golof; 06/30/03 01:15 AM.
