I'm totally committed to my son. I wish in a way that my girl had found another guy as I could then point to something concrete for our breakup. This is no the case. I'm really close with her family and have been flat out told my her sisters, father, even her that there's no other guy. I told her that I'm going to start to date other girls and didn't want it to bother her. I then asked her if she was going to start dating other guys, she replied "not right now". She is finishing her masters in elementry education and very busy right now. I still love her but realize I need to start thinking of my own feelings as they have been last in line for so long. I feel bad for her in a way as she is a great person, beautiful, and has a great body but now she's left with a very busy schedule, and a 3 year old son. Since I love her I hope she is able to find someone that makes her happy (the person I used to be) and I hope having a child does not stop her from finding love.
I'm just glad that we will remain friends and our son will have the best situation possible given the predicament.
