the hardest thing when you are in love that much is when you lose her...i lost my girlfriend like 4 weeks ago and im still missing her like hell its like i lost the only person that has ever meant anything to me....we're still friends and im always going to be her friends i love this girl and if the opportunity ever comes up i will try and be the person who makes her happy for the rest of our lives...anyways thats the way you have to think about it if youre young...i mean seriously how old are you? 18? [censored] that man (if you are 18 that is) you have all of your 20's ...12 years....alot can happen in 12 years...and when youre at the point where youre physically harming yourself or your own possessions thats when you need to start wondering if you need to take a break or not...it'll be hard...it will be really hard..im still trying to cope with it...but its what has to happen...i dont know man i smashed my windshield when i got into a fight with my girlfriend (completely) and then i punched out my vents and [censored]..i dont know if it gets violent like that..its not a good thing...and my girlfriend also beat me up (she was 110 and im 195) but its not like im going to hit her...if it gets like that its going to end soon there is something wrong if things get physical like that...im high..i like to talk...but i also like to talk about myself :-) peace
