I'd suggest a shrink.. Alot of doctors are quick to prescribe drugs, but shrinks are the ones who should decide if you need to be on anything, and if so, what exactly to take. (There are alot of similar drugs - If Paxil doesn't work, there's always Zoloft, Prozac, etc). Sounds like whatever happened in that room messed you up, but you've bottled it up. Go get some professional help, and see how that works out for you.