Well since I dont know what your problem is I cant really help or give advice on that. When you say you sit on your butt all day thinking about the things you could do does this mean you have lots of free time or little motivation? Do you like kids at all? I could suggest seeing if you could volunteer doing something with your extra time, most boy girl clubs let you come and go as you please, meaning if you dont feel like going you dont have to. This will give you something to do while helping other kids battle there own problems, some much worse off then you, this may make you see things differently and make you find a way to overcome your own problems and fears. Especially since a lot of these clubs do take place in a school type setting you can actually be in the atmosphere without any of the pressure on yourself. If you dont like kids maybe you can find a place for older people who are trying to get on with there lives who werent lucky to have an education or something. Helping others is a good way to find yourself sometimes. But everyone works differently.
