Hi.
I can't sleep for more than four hours at a time. This has been going on for most of last week and into today. I get off work and I'm exhausted and I sleep for up to four hours and then can't sleep again. I'll get up for a few hours until about four or five hours until it's time for me to go back to work, and then I fall asleep two hours before I have to be up again.
Nerves? I know I'm annoyed because I was gonna go be a counselor at my church's kid's camp and now I have to work to pay off tickets and fines and junk before I ship. I should start a "Send Josh to the Marines" fund to take care of all this crap. Also, my lawyer is taking her SWEET ASS TIME resolving my "driving on a suspended license" charge and she might not have it done by the 24th. If that happens, my ship date will be pushed to October. I won't be happy. I guess I'd make it to the Nat'l Meet, though!
I'm also upset because I haven't told everyone I'm leaving and I think my roommate has been telling our mutual friends from church all this junk about me that's really not their business or his place to say anything.
So I can't sleep. Maybe it's a combination of little stuff. I'm not nervous about going at all. I'm ready! I'm nervous that I might not get to leave when I want to. But it must be subconscious because I'm not thinking about this crap when I fall asleep or when I wake up. It's always too late to take sleeping pills because I have to be up and to work within four hours or so. There's really not a point to this. I just had no one to rant to.
Carry on.
