hella, i'm right there with ya bro. my grandmother just passed on monday morning. she suffered alot the past few years, and i am very happy that she can rest now. as much as you prepare yourself for it, it's still never easy. my heart and prayers go out to you, your family, and your grandfather.
Joe David.
Sorry to here about everyone's losses.. You will all be in my prayers. Hella I give you props for still trying to get this done after suffering the loss of a loved one. My deepest condolences, just keep your head up..