time, that's all I can say.
Its really rough right now, I'm sure, but do what you can to keep your mind occupied, and think about other things. Work at it, and everyday will get just a little bit better, though sometimes it may not seem like it.
A girl is never ever something to end your life over (whether it involves a car or not
) in fact, there isn't much, if anything, in this world that should bring a serious consideration of suicide.
Keep kicking, and let time pass.
and as far as a new girl goes, if you want a good one, don't look, she will fall right in your lap when you least expect it.
