well, the time has come, i'm out of options, things to do, so i came here.
as you might know, well some.... or few.... or one, "friction" or Chris, might know, my Ex girlfriend, broke up with me about , i dunno about january 9th. yeah nice birthday present.
since that day , i have never stopped thinking about her. constantly i am thinking of her, i cannot get her out of my damn mind at all. i keep thinking whenever i hear a certain song, pass through her town, or someone mentioning it, her, or whatever. i severely will NOT ever go back to disney for as long as i live.
people have said to just find someone else, the problem is, i cannot. sure, im not THAT ugly, but i got no "mad skillz" i was lucky to even get her, she was the best thing in my life, one girl i actually loved ,and to be crushed the way i was by her is nuts.
my problem is, how the HELL do i get over her, i mean christ, i love her still, i care alot about her, but i mean, i really need to stop this, and i can't keep this up , hell, i've contemplated taking the poor contour and me up to about 105 and hitting something, but that would be bad for the car, not to mention it isn't 100% death, i'd rather not be a veggie.
i seriously do need some help here, i've heard my friends, and i can't do it , so i came here... any suggestions on what to do, other than cry my ass off and be an anti social troll?
