Thanks for your replys! I'm going to try and get into my father's office (that's where I'm writing this from) and check in on things, but it's not as easy as just getting up and turning on a computer

I'd love to go down to RI, but that's where my fiancee' was from....lots of memories....we went all over RI

I think what happened in this case was that alot of things happened at once, and she was just not equipped to handle alot of things at once (I'm used to chaos!). french....many of my closest friends kinda felt that way too until they heard the whole story. Our relationship started unraveling before I lost my job. It just sucked that when I did need her there, she wasn't....she was even the first to admit that. Oh well. We ended everything on VERY good terms, so hopefully we can still get together soem time down the road as friends...who knows? Thanks again for all your support, guys!!
