So I decided tonight, to try and have some fun, I started the night by meeting some friends hanging out and talking... went pretty well, on my way home im pulling in the driveway, my cell phone rings... its my friend lisa, she wanted to meet me somewhere... We met in a park at about 11, went for a walk... talked... Had a great time, I had a super good night, and I owe it to you guys for convincing me to try and have fun... thanks guys!