Lately I have felt like I am in this rut that I cant get out of. I cant have any fun, not even doing the things I used to like doing. When I was talking to pete online last night he said to me something along the lines of "You are just going through that akward phase" I dont know... Just feels like waking up in the morning has gotten pointless, all I do is go to work then go home and sit on my ass or come up with some wierd project for my car. I dont really know what else to do with my time... My friends are getting ready for school and have very little time for friends anymore, I cant seem to meet new people because midland's hang outs have the same people every single night. Is this some kind of sign? Like, I have reached my full potential in this town or something. I've thought about getting a girlfriend again to keep my mind occupied, but nobody around here interests me... The majority of women around here are [censored] that after 5 minutes of talking too Ive already had enough. Is this a phase that everybody goes though? I think maybe that when I go to school this will go away but I couldnt say. I think maybe my mind is just underoccupied and allows me to overthink things. Either way, any suggestions or insights would greatly be appreciated... Thanks.
