Stop now. The first time I ever smoked, I was really drunk. I just grabbed a friend's pack and lit one up out of the blue. For a while I'd only smoke when I was similarly inebriated. A few weeks later, I'd smoke after I had a good buzz. Soon, it was after I had 1 or 2 beers. Not lng afterward, I'd light one up when I was really stressed out. Then a couple months later, I'd have one when I needed a break.. You get the idea. I'm smoking now, in fact.
And by the way, the nice buzz you get when you first start doesn't last very long.
