You can't ride.

People whove' been riding for 6 months can't ride.

Just cause you can balance a 350lb cruise missle at speed (which is the easiest part of riding) doesn't mean you can ride.

The best advice has already been told to you, but you don't want to listen.

You want a modern supersport like an R1, 600RR ? Good luck riding those for any length of time, your wrists will blow up, your back will ache, and your ass will beg for mercy and most likely you'll be killed lowsiding it at the wrong time.

Take a motorcycle class, then take a safety class, then buy a bike below 600cc's.