I can understand that.
If you decide to take your car out on the course you don't have to run it hard.
No one makes fun of you for not going fast, it was everyones first time at some point.
It's acually a very good learning experience and it gives you more confidence.
Auto_X Fil can even ride with you if you want. They also have instructors available to ride along with you to help you.
So, no need to worry if you decide to run. Take your time and have fun. Having fun is what it's all about.

If you decide not to run, no one will be upset with you.