Well it sounds like you have been through a lot in your life. What you believe is what you believe. If you want to disprove the authenticity of the Bible, go right ahead but it will not affect my faith. If I thought of it the way you do, then I would not believe either. But I would like to think i am smart enough to realize I am not smart enough to figure everything out in life. And that is where my faith in God fills that gap.
