Kremi, dude. You seriously need to go on a few ride alongs. Many PDs offer the opportunity for observers to accompany the officers for an evening. You should go on a few to see what it's like for them.

After a few, start asking your questions & get their perspective on things. It'll open your eyes to a whole new way of seeing the world. Knowledge is power!

Must be that jumbly-wumbly thing happening again.