I wasn't goign to get into this part of it. I know I will get a lot of [censored] for this. I deserve it. I made a bad decision last night. The truth is I had been drinking as well. I blew over the legal limit. I deserve all the trouble I am going to get in for this. I am personally kicking my own ass. I thank God noone else was hurt.
From all bad comes some good tho. I have decided to quit drinking period, I know it's possible to drink responsibly but I have proven to myself that I can't. So I am done drinking.
I don't think I'll be able to afford the SVT anymore, I don't deserve it either. So I'm going to sell it soon I think.
It could have been worse, so much worse. This has opened my eyes, I'm going to be making a lot of changes in my life now.
