ionno i just needed to vent really. i'll get to the basics, 19 in and out of jobs the past year, going back to school this semester or next, met a girl who i've been living with since day one. we got serious and we got engaged and then found out a week later she was pregnant. it's just difficult to deal with so many emotions and then she decides to move out with her mom which is about 2 hours away so she can help her deal with things (were living at my parents house right now because of finances, and my family is crazy which is why she doesn't want to stay here) it sucks to have so many emotions running around in my head and then have her leave me, which i know it isn't what's going on but that's my feelings. life sucks and threw me a huge curveball. i'm sad mad excited and so much more but don't know how to deal with it. just needed to vent and all this probably doesn't make any sense.