I'm such a drama queen.
Sorry - you know when you're that mad and can't think straight? Yeah... me
Any ways. A friend took me out so I can cool off. I also talked to a lawyer.
Sorry about the emotional outburst - this has just never happened to me and I've always been on top of everything in my life and this is the first time I didn't have contrl of it so I got out of hand.
I think the endorphins and testosterone are coming back to normal levels - I would still run over Chris in a heart beat though
I respect everyone for saying what I had to hear and not what I wanted to hear though. I know you all have an idea of how I feel and what I must be going through - thanks.
(I have that feeling like you're on vicidin..oh wait... I am on vicidin.... wooooooooooooooooooooo)
no really, i'm okay. Thanks though..sorry for offending anybody - if a MOD feels like deleting this post go for it.
