From what I read in the first thread I was all sad for him..I mean I lost my brother to an accident....then now that I read this I am pizzed. Comming here and airing out stuff is fine in my book...but leaving (in my opinion) 95% of the story out conviently is not right. You deserve no sympathy, but I will refrain from bashing you. You have made a choice as an adult and now will have to live with it forever. You not only took your own life in your hands that night but everyone around you including people just walking or whatever.

They are going to throw the book at you on this one. This will not be jail time...this is going to be prison time. You had better hit the gymn and start boxing or some martial arts...because it is ugly in there. There are two ways to make it...be someones [censored] or fight like there is no tomorrow....they are not in there because they are model citizens....they have nothing to lose and everything to gain....you better know how to fight.

Its not luck....its a choice and you blew it.

People suck. Rev it till it MELTS.....